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So I don’t lose them, these are some of Emily’s personality traits

1. Curious

2. Adventurous

3. Easily Angered

4. Skeptical

5. Paranoid

6. Creative

7. Imaginative

8. Loving

9. Protective

10. Violent Minded

11. Teasing

12. Playful

13. Flirtatious

14. Easily Amused

15. Moody

I didn’t talk to her at all today,

and I only imposed her once. My brain’s too tired and I wasn’t alone ever >.<

Emily’s sitting next to me

we went over her personality, and she ended up a lot younger than I originally thought, but her face is clearer and she’s absolutely adorable :)

It helped a lot; I can feel some emotions from her, and notice occasional facial expressions. I can’t wait until she’s fully sentient :)

Tomorrow

I’m going to work a lot longer on her personality. I think that’s why her face can’t stay the same yet. I’ve spent way too much time imposing her and not enough time letting her show who she really is. Only in wonderland does she occasionally become entirely clear, and show full expression.

This is a little like what she looks like&#8230; but she has silver in the tips of her bangs, and cat&#8217;s pupils. Emily is fairly thin and has small-ish silver wings. She&#8217;s fairly pale, and usually wears all black. Currently she&#8217;s wearing a black tank top that is just short enough not to cover her black and white checkered belt holding up black skinny jeans, with black doc martens. Her face shape is very similar to this, and she has a small nose, overall her features are very pretty, but also absolutely adorable. Her eyes give her a well deserved edge.

This is a little like what she looks like… but she has silver in the tips of her bangs, and cat’s pupils. Emily is fairly thin and has small-ish silver wings. She’s fairly pale, and usually wears all black. Currently she’s wearing a black tank top that is just short enough not to cover her black and white checkered belt holding up black skinny jeans, with black doc martens. Her face shape is very similar to this, and she has a small nose, overall her features are very pretty, but also absolutely adorable. Her eyes give her a well deserved edge.

Sometimes, she can scare me.

There are times when I start to feel like I know she’s there… she’ll move on her own, she’ll be sitting in positions that i didn’t decide on, they’re positions that make sense with how she’s feeling or what I’m talking to her about.

I’ll leave her in another room, and I know I can’t just imagine her in the room I’m in, if that makes sense. I know she’s not in there, and I can’t just sort of put her in there, as if she was just some random thing I was imagining. Her personality did not need a lot of work to evolve; it all comes together very easily.

She hasn’t talked to me, but she does move on her own a lot, and sometimes makes facial expressions. 

I get this really weird, uncomfortable feeling whenever she does something on her own.

I used flashface to try and create her face the way i knew it should be… nothing could have worked better :) Now I can see every inch f her in detail in my mind’s eye. I’m going to continue placing her in the real world, instead of wonderland.